The Pain from others i've hurt strike back

Just now i was talking to bella a girl who was my slave she was my everything but when things beame hard on me i would take it out on her.....here she comes i haven't seen her in ages as i just start to crys my eyes out as i run to her hugging her and she simply says hey ._. i-i was exstending my hand for friendship and forgiveness as She says in a cold tone"No" my heart breaks as i crys even more as my heart tears up in shreds of the pain i've caused to this girl.....i never felt such pain.She is ignoring me as i stand there watching her from a view as my heart gets happy just to see her. Even if we might never talk again...........So everyone who reads this please be nice to people and be considerit to everyone and learn from me.

Kissing People In another language

Today i just met a girl that was polish and i guess she knows english idk whats up with me and her but we just started going at it and now im like holy shit i think forgien realtionships are hot as o.o the sun <--- btw dont stare at the sun its bad for your eyes o-o i feel crazy :D

(Continued) of My Journal December 30th 2010

Well today has been a horrible day seems like i've been ignored,all i can do is sit on a wall and smile and pretend im happy,just through get through the day.-giggles faintly-momo's boyfriend passed by...i was jelous i dont know what happend to me i guess it's cause ill never find happiness and love like that -sighs- i-i couldnt sleep all i keep dreaming about is this mysterious girl i dont know who she is but she might be something to me maybe a key of somesort o-o to my past maybe its a message that theres someone out there for me but i doubt it because theres a million of people and only one me i think the odds are against me no one wants a stuck up loser like me.-slams his journal close and crys himself to sleep-

Watch this VIdeo

This video means so much to me......

KaminaGurren is HOT,SEXY?

In this issue im going to say people are saying that i am hot and sexy. Well i think i have a problem with that ok i want you to rate me in the comments below if im sexy or not. :D

The Start of My Journal December 30th 2010

Well today was a good and bad day seems like my hormones are making me insane...-sighs- but i guess that puberty for you. I spended my day with my friend Nic such a peppy fellow xDD we always have so much fun as we joke about how he loves my voice but will that end will he get tired idk but its up to time to tell. Life seems like a book to me a story i can write down.so from now on imma be posting on my blog about how my day was ^-^ i hope you all join me in my life as you will know me a little better. oh and i was talking to my old friend kota ^-^ he such a mysterious one i want to crack his code so back he has suffered and i feel for him as i've been hurt but not as bad as him all i hope in time he heals and i will see what he truely is, i see a glimps but its not bright enough but it gets brighter everyday.

How me and Jerry are awesome By:Nic

Jerry and I are so awesome, and like Jerry is so fun to hang out with, but his abit poor, so i pay for alot of his stuff, but its okay cus i realy like him (Abit gay yea). But like most of the times we hang out, we make fun of how much we like each other, and he likes to cyber, but im not as good as him yet, so he kinda teaches me stuff.